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Post by Raven Clovis on Nov 5, 2016 4:40:12 GMT -6
Buddy you're a young man hard man, Shoutin' in the street gonna take on the world some day!
It screamed. It wailed in his ears like distant echoes. The howling psalms was drove the boy to brink of madness. He screamed for them to come out from their hiding, and one by one, in the abysmal dark that they were veiled in, swarms of crimson eyes all overwhelmed him from every direction. He felt as if his legs were about to give out, his hands, his arms, lost all strength as he started to shift backwards. They felt his despair, they knew his fears. They fed on it. Breathed on it. The eyes laughed at him at the boy's powerlessness, his cowardice, but once he had his back against something. It was sturdy, warm. Raven's golden eyes took in what was behind him, and he beheld on his parents. But terror began to cloud the boy's face when he the visage of his parents began to crack, and shatter. Their skin bled, rot, hair fell out from their spores, their eyes melted from the sockets. The clothes they wore became no more than rags as a pair of large clawed arms cleaved the corpses away in a single swing. Raven screamed, and fell on his back in hopes of dodging the terrible blades that threatened to butcher him in half. The air rumbled, crimson eyes stared down on him. It was black at the night sky, standing taller than anything that Raven laid his eyes upon. It opened its mouth, but as the brunette raised his arm, it was no longer there. It was but a mere stump, and the end was but a whimper. As darkness closed in, Raven's eyes snapped open and threw himself out of the bedsheets, gasping desperately for air as his heart felt like as if it were about to explode out of his chest. It was that dream again. It always ended there. The boy reached his hand out to a pair of pills that sat under the lamp, which he'd turned on to light up the room and quickly chugged it down his throat without water. The doctors said that it'd ease the nightmares he had. What a joke. He could feel the dreams winning over the medications the more he took, and he certainly didn't want to go back to sleep knowing that. He had to get himself tired. Dressing himself, Raven headed out of his dorms despite the curfews placed on him. The crisp kiss of coming winter winter wind quickly roused what little sleep he had left in his body as he ran down the streets in attempts to forget the vivid imagery of his parents. Even as he felt his lungs become filled by the painfully cold air which seemed to threatened to freeze his entire body, the hunter pushed on, desperately, angrily, with all the strength he had in his body. He didn't care if it hurt. He just wanted to forget. But he could not. However, the brunette's steps came to a complete, utter halt when a figure seem to stand in his way. It was all too familiar. Thin, brown hair, slightly slouched body, muddy hazel eyes shining under the street lamp seemed to stare at him, but with what emotions he didn't know. The boy knew, however, those weren't the same eyes that looked at him in the hospital. <"... Jackie...?"> He shifted his foot forward, and quickly dug into his pocket for a scroll and began to type out a message. The boy moved his fingers as fast as he could in hopes that she'd look at it before the girl before him turned away. <"Jackie, it's me, Raven! It's really been a while, hasn't it? It's pretty cold out, so let me buy you a cup of coffee, at least before you go."> MADE BY VEL OF GS
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Post by Jackie Clovis on Nov 5, 2016 13:02:38 GMT -6
Much like her brother, Jackie's dreams were haunted, though the specific specters which dogged her sleep weren't quite the same as those which lurked within Raven's dreams. While her brother might have been haunted by the past and by things that he could never change, Jackie was tormented by the future with the full knowledge that she would have a hand in its construction. Furthermore, while time and steel had rendered most of Raven's nightmares just as dead as the parents they had slain, Jackie knew just how real and how ever-present her own tormentor was. Drugs and exhaustion would lend her no refuge from the being which made her every waking moment an excruciating balancing act.
Clutching her clothes tightly to her slender frame, clothes a size and a half too large for her, Jackie trembled in the cold of the mid-autumn night. She wasn't usually out so late as this, but then the day had seen some extenuating circumstances which were equally aberrant. Pulling the low cut jacket more tightly across her narrow shoulder's, Jackie hunched her head down furtively and quickened her pace. The absolute last thing she wanted was to be spotted so late at night, let alone while dressed, if it could even be called that, in what she wore. She lurched a little as she moved, unused to walking in the knee high boots which adorned her feet, and not wishing to step too liberally thanks to the infinitesimal length of her miniskirt. Her pale stomach, left bare by a blouse which was several inches too short for the season, roiled and turned and let her know that she'd have a headache to contend with the following morning as well. She wasn't sure, but she thought she might have also been a little drunk, but it was always difficult to tell, so soon after regaining control.
Stumbling around a corner, Jackie, with her disheveled lank brown hair and downcast eyes, came to an immediate halt as she practically tasted her heart as it leaped up and into her throat. Those watchful eyes had alighted upon something which stood very high upon the list of things she'd least wanted to see that evening, right beside anyone who might recognize whose clothes she was wearing. Raven. Jackie stood motionless for several seconds, locked in place by the absolute horror of whom she was looking at, even before her brain reminded her that she was wearing less fabric than it would take to cover a particularly shameless lamp. Every aspect of her body language and countenance, in that trying moment, bespoke her awful embarrassment and aversion, from the way her trembling frame hunched even further to hide the shame of what she was wearing, to the way her pale face flushed red in her panic. She looked at Raven in wordless horror, as mute in that moment as her brother, as she wondered if she had enough strength to fully flee the situation. The only thing which kept her from the ultimate form of retreat was the knowledge that such retreat was what had facilitated this chance meeting in the first place; That if she had just been a little less weak hours before, then she wouldn't be walking home dressed like some scruple-less street walker.
Sudden movement from Raven abruptly broke the arresting spell which had so paralyzed the surprised girl, and she actually flinched as he offered over his scroll. Her alarmed and haunted eyes danced rapidly over the screen her revealed to her, and a faint flicker of comprehension marked itself upon her drawn and flushed face. Blinking, something close to revulsion briefly flashed across Jackie's face, before an obvious effort of will expunged it from her countenance. She looked down, trembling from the cold, at the mortifying outfit she wore, with its tiny jacket, tinier top and tiniest skirt. Then, in the way her treacherous mind always did, she tried to imagine being in some cafe, dressed that way. It was a horrible thought, one which made her cringe with aversion, even before she added in the idea of Raven's company. She'd not seen her brother in nearly a year, had actively avoided him in fact. She knew his schedule well enough to never be in the same place as him, and it really was only by chance and the contrivance of fate that the two could have possibly run into one another. The only silver lining was that it was Jackie who'd chanced to meet her brother, and not Heidi. "N-no..." She whimpered, tremulously, as she made further vain efforts to conceal what she was wearing from her brother's eyes, even though he'd doubtlessly seen enough to draw his own conclusions about the events of her evening. "No. It's l-late and I need..." Feeling tears starting to come into her eyes as the cruelty of the situation and the embarrassment it entailed all sort of struck her at once, Jackie hastily rubbed the offending drops from her frantic eyes. Without another word, she hastily moved past Raven, close enough that he could smell the heady perfume that clung to her like a cheap coat of paint.
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Post by Raven Clovis on Nov 17, 2016 4:46:59 GMT -6
Buddy you're a young man hard man, Shoutin' in the street gonna take on the world some day!
His sister's reaction to his sudden appearance didn't faze him. It wasn't like that they could meet on daily basis due to the respective differences of the years. For a chance meeting to happen, it had to be either purely by coincidence, or simply by a twist of fate. Whatever the case may be, the mute wasn't planning on letting it go. He wanted to see her for so long, he had so many questions as to how she and Heidi were doing: If the two were eating well, if they had friends, if they weren't having any troubles with their studies in the academy. Even if all he could get was a simple 'yes' or 'no' out of her, he'd be satisfied with that. Though as his eyes began to turn to her clothes, the boy had begun to put together pieces of clues as to why she was acting this way. If he knew anything about his older sister throughout the years they've spent together, Jackie wasn't the type of a girl who'd wear such short clothing that revealed so much skin. Rather, the blame had to on Heidi, her alter-ego, their sister who obviously had caused such mischief once again tonight. He had no idea what she'd been out doing, but Raven was concerned, worried, even. His older sister's alter ego was an unpredictable character who couldn't be controlled, even by the one who'd originated from. It was a complete, separate entity apart from Jackie altogether. The boy was well aware how problematic his older sister could be. He'd seen it for the first hand how devastating it was both for Jackie's frail psyche and for others, and it was usually up to him to quell her - through submission or by talking her down if their parents weren't around. The coffee was going to have to wait. "N-no..." the girl whimpered, "No. It's l-late and I need..."As she darted past him, Raven quickly grabbed the girl by the wrist. She was avoiding him again, obviously, but for what reasons, he didn't know. Perhaps she detested his presence, his face, even due to the painful memories it brought up. Neither of them haven't been the same since that day in the hospital which marked their separation as siblings. The only thing that tied them together in a bond as a family at this point was blood that flowed through their veins. Even if that was what Jackie had thought, it mattered little to the mute. Even if his existance was still yet abominable to her, he was her younger brother. He promised to protect her, be there for her, and love her for the way she was even if she was 'different' compared to others. Even so, a boy named Raven Clovis was an unbearble existance to her. After leaving her to forge a weapon of his own, he'd left her alone - both of them alone in the world out of his own selfish pursuit of power. Their parents' death, her hatred was a result of his own 'sin'. <"... Jackie, can't you see that I'm worried about you?"> He desperately tried to make eye contact with her, <"I... don't know what's going on, but you have to tell me - otherwise I... I'm here for you, aren't I?"> As he slowly released the grip on her wrist, Raven got out his scroll. His sister wasn't a mind reader, he couldn't talk as he used to back in the days, but he still had his own way of getting his message through to her. Though a bit time consuming in its own right, it was the only way he had communicating with her. Frantically, the mute typed away on his scroll, typing and deleting several message before displaying its flashing screen over in her direction: <"Jackie, please let me help you."> It was the only words he could possibly utter, <"I know that you detest me, and cut off all ties, but - even if it's just a few minutes - a few seconds... just let me be your brother. Please?">MADE BY VEL OF GS
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Post by Jackie Clovis on Nov 24, 2016 20:33:10 GMT -6
In the instant that she tried to bypass her brother, some part of Jackie was unsurprised to feel his fingers, always so strong and agile, snake around her wrist. Sadly, it was not so great a part of her mind that she was not still surprised when Raven's grip, immutable as steel around her fragile arm, abruptly yanked her back, despite her attempt to flee. Even if it had not been her brother's intention, and surely it hadn't been, she found herself tottering dangerously and half stumbled a further step before her wrist came mercifully free of her sibling's grip. Her ankle rolled upon the unsteady scaffolding which Heidi seemed to consider shoes, and she let out a quiet, agonized gasp as she limped a further step away from Raven and was forced to brace against the nearby wall, lest her footing give out entirely.
As she stood there, barely keeping upright on Heidi's infernal shoes, Jackie heard the tell tale 'tack-tack-tack' of someone typing on a scroll. In a moment which seemed to stretch on well past its welcome, anger flared up inside of Jackie. Her embarrassment at Heidi's humiliating antics boiled over and mingled with the outright mortification of Raven's unexpected appearance, all of which crystalised into a tight ball of seething, malicious loathing directly squarely at her little brother's heart. Still, she was powerless to do anything with that hatred, powerful though it might have been. She was just barely keeping from crying as it was, and the absolute frustration of her situation was not helping matters. Feeling weak and trapped, she considered running again, and effecting what she knew to be a much more complete escape from this horrendous, nightmarish scenario which Heidi had thrown her into and which Raven was perpetuating. And she hated Raven that much more for forcing her to even consider that alternative. After all, wasn't it giving in and running away which had inevitably ended with her dressed like a street walker in some part of the city she didn't even recognize?
Cursing herself, cursing her sister and, most of all, cursing her brother, Jackie forced herself unsteadily away from the wall and looked at Raven. She was not, by her very nature, an assertive person. Then again, exhausted, hurt and humiliated as she was, Jackie was hardly herself right that moment. So, before her hyper-vigilance and her anxiety and her discretion could stop her, Jackie Clovis half walked and half limped up to Raven, wound up and slapped her brother as hard as she physically could across the cheek. Failing that, she would at least relieve him of his hideous scroll, which she had no intention of reading no matter what might have been written upon it. "Go away!" She shrieked at him, full in the face, as tears welled up in her panicked eyes and smudged the unflatteringly caked on makeup which coated her cheeks. Hadn't she been through enough tonight on the malicious whim of one sibling, that now she needed to deal with the brutish interference of another? All she wanted to do was get back to her room before anyone else saw her. Most of all, she wanted to get away from Raven before she did something they would surely both regret. "Don't make me call her..." She choked out, as she covered her face and turned away from him, her words as much a warning as a threat, and made for the stairs. A few more hushed invectives, half muddled under disconsolate sobs, followed as she hastily tugged off her traitorous footwear and began her limping ascent to her room.
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Post by Raven Clovis on Nov 26, 2016 19:27:51 GMT -6
Buddy you're a young man hard man, Shoutin' in the street gonna take on the world some day!
Despite his intentions, somewhere in his mind, the younger hunter knew that there was little to no chance of Jackie reading the message. However, if there was even a slightest chance that she'd come to read it, and come to understand, Raven was more than willing to take it. However, what he wasn't prepared for was what came next. Jackie walked up to him, her heels ferociously clapped against the concrete pavements below, her eyes turned to a wide glare. It was the ones that he was already all too familiar with. Her eyes were full of anger, hatred - all of it directed at him like a tip of a spear, charging at him like a ferocious calvary. Never in his life had he seen her so angry, so full of hate as she was in the hospital. This would mark the second time he'd seen her like that again. It was a familiar scene, one that he remembered all too well. Raven felt his body freeze, unable to do anything the moment her hand spitefully met his cheek. Jackie Clovis, compared to their sister, Heidi was far too physically weak to be called a fighter, or a hunter for that matter. He'd taken a slap from her before, but when he took it again, it was much harder than the time he first remembered. The boy's eyes widened, and felt the grip on his scroll loosen, causing the device to fall on the ground they stood on a stone-like manner. Meanwhile, the mute couldn't help but stand there in a rather statuesque fashion as if he had rigor mortis coursing through him. "Go away!" She screamed, "Don't make me call her..."Raven silently turned his attention back towards Jackie. Once again, she turned her back on him, and once again, the mute found himself not being able to say much of anything else as she simply disappeared from his view altogether. Perhaps it was foolish of him to try and fix what couldn't be mended. The two were already divided a long time ago. If she felt nothing but hatred and pure disdain for his existance, then what was left in her heart? Regardless of what she felt for him, to him, she was all he had left. He had nothing else. He lost their parents, his friends, his voice, his arm, and his older sister. All it took was a step forward, but Raven's found his legs unable to do anything. He was afraid, he was afraid of being rejected from her world once again. The boy found himself being rejected, not once, but twice. His breaths became heavy, his body shook, his lips felt dry. It felt as if he were about to fall apart any minute, and almost as if to keep himself from doing so, he held onto his arms with all the strength that he could possibly muster. He couldn't cry, he mustn't cry.... Tears were a sign of weakness. He hated it, but... why couldn't he stop them from falling? MADE BY VEL OF GS
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