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Post by lilywilde on Oct 15, 2016 23:30:48 GMT -6
Lily had been watching her friend slowly deteriorate as the fight drew on. Even though she knew that in a fight, Aegle was as determined and stubborn as anyone else in the world, Lily couldn't help but feel bad for her. She seemed pretty beaten up, but if she knew anything, it was that holding back against this girl would be a mistake. She had been thoroughly enjoying the fight against her friend, but once she was ragged, it was much more difficult to deal with like this. She gritted her teeth, holding a defensive position with both arms raised guarding her face before she growled towards Aegle.
"C'mon! I'm not gonna fight you if you aren't gonna fight back." She said tapping her foot. Her face softened a bit, and she looked at her obviously in pain friend. So far she'd been holding nothing back. She wouldn't either, but if her friend wasn't able to continue, then maybe they really should call it here. "What if we just went and got ramen, picked this up again tomorrow instead?" She offered, hoping to ease the blow a bit. She knew her friend wouldn't like that line of conversation. She didn't wanna make her feel like she was belittling her ability. She really did think Aegle was an amazing fighter, and she felt she could learn a lot about her own fighting abilities by squaring off against the orange haired girl. She wasn't even using her aura to defend herself.
"I mean, if you can still fight, I would love to... However, I don't want to risk any lasting injury just so we can keep our sparring session up today."
She maintained her defensive stance, never taking her eyes off of her opponent for even a moment. Always prepared to react if Aegle were to suddenly strike. She wouldn't drop her guard simply because her opponent appeared weak. It was even possible that Aegle was faking her injury to lure Lily into a false sense of security. However, she didn't think that was the type of move that her friend would employ. Aegle was a bright and shining beacon of honesty. Such a deception would have been out of character for the girl.
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Post by Aegle Vitus on Oct 17, 2016 21:06:33 GMT -6
It was with gritted teeth and a strained smile that Aegle regarded her friend. Her posture had deteriorated, and her body trembled occasionally with the throbbing of her injuries, but the crystalline focus of her emerald eyes had not diminished. Throughout their fight, Aegle had kept those eyes on Lily, watching every movement, absorbing everything she could about the way her friend moved, and those eyes shone brightly still. She might not have made the magical connection that would let her tell a feint from an earnest punch, but that had not made her stop trying. That was why she found Lily's hesitation so vexing. Why did she have to stop and talk? This had been her idea, hadn't it? Rather than point that fact out, however, Aegle decided to take a more proactive approach. She could tell Lily wanted to stop, but she was by no means ready to let her. "You said six hits." Aegle said firmly, her smile broadening to show off her pearly white teeth. Given just how good she was at taking a punch, it was a real wonder she wasn't missing more of them. "You haven't won till you hit me six times." Drawing as deep a breath as she dared, Aegle made herself stand straighter and pulled back her shoulders as far as they might go. Then, with a bit of effort, she brought her hands away from their respective guards and cracked her bandaged knuckles loudly together. "I get six tries to stop ya!" Aegle all but shouted, before she brought her hands up in a half guard like what she'd shown Lily before. "I've had four, that means I get two more!" Her aura, not her semblance, swelled out from her as she spoke, and her eyes sparked, dangerous as verdant flames. Immediately, with force and range dwarfing Lily's own display, Aegle bathed those for dozens of yards in either direction and filled them with the determination to defy reality itself. For an instant, golden waves radiated off of her in all directions, creating a vibrant corona with Aegle at its center. "Stop treatin' me like I dunno what I'm doin'!" she yelled at Lily, the sheer volume and outrage she managed to inject into her words sufficient to draw glances from all around them. Then the glow vanished and left behind only a shadowy after image of where Aegle had been standing. Meanwhile, the orange haired boxer threw herself towards Lily. It was an awkward, limping stride that carried Aegle towards her friend and foe, and it was an awkward and wounded attack she made, for she moved without her semblance's help. It was only Aegle's inherent determination which could account for the sudden ferocity with which she acted.
Sweeping left with a wild backhand that swat beneath Lily's guard, Aegle followed up with a unbalanced jab that made her cringe even as she threw it. Yet throw it she did, right at Lily's face. "Shut Up!" she snarled as she swung. "Put 'em up!" she continued, forcing each word out despite the pain in her chest and side, "Show me what'cha got!" Throwing herself forward, Aegle followed her jab up with an ambitious haymaker. Too ambitious as it turned out, for her stance was already over balanced by the preceding jab, and the haymaker went wide of Lily's jaw. Trying to catch herself, Aegle slumped over one knee and nearly lost her footing entirely. Yet, with resolve, she forced herself up again and drove a rising cross into Lily's stomach to fend the faunus girl off. Then her legs really did give out, and she stumbled back from her opponent, plainly in no condition to throw the frenzied combos for which she was known. Breathing raggedly, she half stumbled and half stepped back into guard, with one hand before her face and the other before her waist. Her head was swimming, her lungs and sides burning, but none of that kept her emerald eyes from glaring at her friend, nor her thin lips from sneering their savage grin. And then she launched herself towards Lily, ready to do it again.
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Post by lilywilde on Oct 19, 2016 23:04:02 GMT -6
As Aegle's punch impacted Lily's face, she couldn't help but smile. There was a sickening crunch, and Lily could both taste blood, as well as feel it trickling down her nose, but she smiled wide with red teeth as she her friend tried to throw a follow up attack. When she stumbled, Lily backed off, just in time to avoid a second uppercut that would have taken her in the stomach. She waited until Aegle looked steady and grinned. "That's what I'm talking about!" she said excitedly, seemingly unperturbed by Aegle's show of outrage at Lily's previous comments.
Lily cracked her knuckles, a pale imitation of Aegle's own loud cracks. The knuckles on her left hand didn't even pop when she tried to make them. She gritted her teeth before declaring
"I'll give you your two attacks, be prepared."
Lily charged the orange haired girl. She brought her left fist up towards Aegle's elbow and punched the air. She then took a swing at the girl's torso, watching for even the slightest twitch in her defense as she did so.
Finally, she pivoted slightly, angling her body to be facing just to Aegle's left as she threw a kick at Aegle's leg. It was a light kick, and really only served to move Lily's leg into position. Her semblance flashed, and in an instant she was behind Aegle, just to her left. She spun, sending a kick high and towards the back of her ribs. This one had some force behind it.
She gritted her teeth. She hated hurting her friend, but the knowledge that this pain would lead to less pain in the future, possibly even saving her life one day was all Lily needed to know. She finally understood the ferocity with which her mother had fought. Her training sessions were always brutal, leaving Lily bloodied and exhausted. Sometimes it'd take several days before Lily could fight again, and other times she'd make Lily spar in spite of the injuries from previous days exercises. It clicked in this moment, and brought a single tear to her eye. It was through these previous encounters with her mother, and the fight with Aegle prior that gave her the strength to persevere through the pain throbbing in her leg and her nose, and keep giving this fight her all.
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Post by Aegle Vitus on Oct 21, 2016 16:40:13 GMT -6
"Bring it!" Aegle shot back shortly. Though she gasped out each word, that hardly diminished the fierceness in her tone nor the lambent light in her emerald eyes. Even the faint trembling that wracked her body seemed more the result of nervous energy than actual physical debilitation. Her passion, now roused, would not be so easy to balm as Lily's had proven to be. While what she felt in that moment couldn't be described as anger, there was a sharpness and intensity to her attitude which was still quite unlike the affable young girl. While she was plainly in no position to defend herself, struggling to stand as she evidently was, she maintained every impression of one from whom indolence should not be mistaken for passivity.
Aegle made good on that very threat when, as Lily flowed in to resume the assault, the smaller girl contested her charge and lashed viciously out at her. As Lily positioned to take her first false swing at Aegle's arm, Aegle, without hesitation, answered with a shotgun jab aimed right at Lily's cheek. It was only the faunus girl's quick movements and her failure to commit to her first strike which saved her from catching a few scarred knuckles on the chin, but the moment it took for her to re-position and throw a second fake punch was all the time Aegle needed to correct her aim and crack her directly between the eyes with a follow up jab. Before her second punch, certainly not a feint, had even finished colliding with Lily's brow, Aegle brought a third around and slugged her friend solidly across the jaw as well. It was in this fashion that Aegle made her point to her friend, by landing two solid blows in the same time it had taken Lily to fake as many. Yet, just in case she hadn't been clear enough, Aegle drove her point home by driving a third punch into the faunus girl's gut. At this last blow, Aegle's posture finally collapsed as her legs, tensed to put a little force into her gut punch, and already wobbly from the preceding abuse she'd received, gave out beneath the strain. Stumbling back a couple of steps, it took an evident exertion of her formidable will for Aegle to bring herself back into stance. No single hit had been strong enough to penetrate a readied aura, let alone drive Lily from her feet, but she had made her point.
For, while there could be no denying that Lily was the faster, stronger and more graceful of the pair, there were three things Aegle did with unfaltering efficacy. These things were to counter, combo and endure, and her abilities in each field, through sheer determination and mindless repetition, far outstripped the faunus fighter. Shuddering faintly, Aegle brought her trembling hands back into guard and glared her challenge at her friend. Even if she did not come right out and say it, such a look was very suggestive of what the orange haired girl must have been thinking; This was why she hadn't been defending herself, because defending herself would have meant active interference in the goal of their contest. "Kay." She said, terse with exertion and discomfort, "Now shut up and hit me."
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Post by lilywilde on Oct 22, 2016 20:57:21 GMT -6
The first punch stunned Lily, ever so briefly, but it gave Aegle the opportunity to slam into her with that second punch before Lily could retreat. The punch to the jaw had Lily's head swimming for the briefest of moments. As the third punch came her way, Lily caught it with her two hands. She spat a globule of blood onto the ground, a mix of her steadily flowing nosebleed and the punch to the jaw having caused her to bite her tongue.
She smiled, this is what she'd been waiting for. She didn't look concerned as Aegle stumbled backwards. Instead, she just waited for the girl to regain her feet.
"Gladly." She said grinning through red teeth as she closed her hands into fists.
There were five types of feint that Lily's mother had impressed upon her when they'd trained together so many years ago.
The half-way feint. This is the type of feint Lily had been employing up until this point. It required a lot of extra motion and became increasingly obvious over time. It was not a good feint to rely upon forever. Lily had been abusing it in an effort to ingrain the motion in Aegle's mind.
The forward step. This relied on having a jumpier opponent than Lily now faced. She doubted Aegle would try to put herself out of range for any attempted punch that she could make, so to utilize this type of feint against Aegle would be pointless. No opponent would likely ever get a chance to.
Deceptively bending one's knees was another favorite tactic. With just a slight movement of the hands, giving the impression of being about ready to throw a punch was simple, and doing so required much less movement. This technique could also give an excellent understanding of how quickly an opponent can react to an incoming blow.
And the most effective against a standard opponent, the distraction jab. It could be utilized in many ways. Should your opponents reaction to each attack begin to make itself known, you could use this as a form of preemptive correction to one's punches, aiming for where they will likely be before the punch is fully thrown, instead of where they currently are. Aegle was not the type to avoid being hit though. Aegle wasn't the type that'd dodge her attacks however, so she would use this in it's second form. This meant that she would aim somewhere to the side of Aegle's body as a distracting tactic.
When she renewed her assault, she did so with a frightening speed. She ducked, weaved, and threw dummy punches left and right. Her eyes never left Aegle's however. A look of determination shining from both girls. The twin wills battling to show who would win this little contest of hers. Neither girl seemed particularly willing to lose.
Her first few punches were only half-jabs, not even closing a third of the distance between them, serving only to throw Aegle off. She pointed her feet to the left side of Aegle, and bent her knees, as she threw her punch, she lunged to the left side and held her right hand tight as if she were about to land a powerful strike to the girl's left shoulder with it, before her left hand snaked out from Lily's side and collided powerfully with Aegle's right side.
She backed off then. Not for lack of wanting to continue, but instead out of respect for the spirit of the challenge. She wanted to turn that punch into the beginning of a savage combo, but she restrained herself.
"One left," she said (assuming she landed that punch) spitting another fresh globule on the ground.
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Post by Aegle Vitus on Oct 24, 2016 15:22:19 GMT -6
Like the throwing of a switch, Aegle's profound and nearly irresistible compulsion to counter was mastered and the small boxer answered her friend's attacks with what appeared to be little more than the utmost antipathy. Again, she responded to each threat Lily made and every suggestion of a strike she inferred by simply watching the faunus girl and moving to always keep her in sight. Gone was the affability and innocence, and in their place remained determination of a singular quality. It was shocking to see such passion as Aegle commanded honed to so fine a point, and it gave her usually expressive features an almost inhuman stiffness. Aegle was not an overly proud person. Life had dealt her a losing hand too many times for even her atypical sensibilities to mistake her overall worth as a person or fighter. If anything, nearly a decade of difficulty had taught her just how worthless she, and by extension every other living person, was in the grand scheme of things. So no, she was not proud. Yet she still had some pride, and any amount of pride could be wounded. For, as different as Lily was when compared to most people, she'd shown herself to be entirely too much like everyone else in how she regarded Aegle. And that was not something Aegle, for as simple and oblivious as she typically was, could entirely miss. Lily still doubted her, still assumed she was too dumb or too weak to do the thing she'd dedicated most of her life to doing. And that was not something Aegle could just forget. She might forgive, but not until the fighting was over, not until she had won or lost. Until then, she wouldn't forgive that Lily still did not trust her. Indeed, this whole match had resulted from the fact that Lily didn't think Aegle could defend herself. Nevermind the fact that Aegle had been fighting, successfully, against other hunters in training and Grimm alike for nearly five years. Nevermind the fact that she'd been learning how to fight since the time she relearned how to walk. Nevermind that, no matter what anyone said or thought, she was just as good a huntress as anyone else in her class. Aegle wasn't the kind of person who dwelt on things such as these, but how could she not think about them when Lily was constantly rubbing her face in it? How could she not get angry that the faunus girl, despite saying she was sorry for what she'd said the first day they met, clearly still thought of Aegle as little more than a particularly tall child?
Aegle would show her. Aegle would show them all. She wasn't some dumb cripple who couldn't or wouldn't defend herself. She wasn't some worthless invalid, fit only for being taken care of. She was Aegle Vitus. She was a fighter, and she knew just how tough and just how strong she was, and she wasn't ever going to let anyone think otherwise. Not if she could help it.
Not one of Lily's fake punches threw Aegle off, nor did any movement she made so much make Aegle flinch. Lily might have been a wisp of smoke, harmless and insubstantial, for how Aegle's posture and stance regarded her. It was only her eyes, twin emerald lights of smoldering, wounded determination, that said otherwise. It was Aegle's eyes which seemed to regard Lily for the threat she truly was, and they watched her as intensely and closely as if the faunus girl were armed and aimed to kill. The first punch that Lily actually landed did manage to make Aegle cringe, but not from anything other than the blunt impact, for Aegle gave no sign that the punch had actually surprised her. Nor did she betray anything more than the most visceral aversion as the second blow landed and drove her a half step back. Injured as she was, it was beyond her powers to stand up to such treatment with her usual indifference, but there was no sign that it was anything other than brute force which had made her give up ground to her friend.
Cringing as Lily withdrew, Aegle breathed through gritted teeth and wavered upon shaking legs. Her spirit remained unbroken, but it was painfully apparent that the same could not be said for her body. Still, her emerald eyes found Lily again, and a moment's expression of will was all she needed to bring her trembling under control. Shuddering quietly, she pulled her hands up into mixed guard once more. "One left," Lily told her. "I can still count..." Aegle answered. Rolling her shoulders, she popped her knuckles by doing no more than curl her hands into fists, then gave a perfunctory bob of her head. "S'that really as hard as ya can hit? Not hurtin' yer hands on my crippled body, are ya?" though she spoke with a quaver in her voice, Aegle delivered her taunt with her trademark solemnity, even if it was a bit more barbed than usual.
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Post by lilywilde on Oct 24, 2016 16:36:26 GMT -6
Lily spit a little more blood onto the ground as she took a second to regard her injured friend. Each punch she threw at the girl hurt her just as badly. She had been thankful for the blows she'd received, which helped to make this feel like less of an exercise in abuse. Her previous statement of 'one left' was more to herself. A reminder of when this awful ordeal could be over, a return to a time when she wouldn't have to inflict violence upon her friend.
This was still difficult for Lily. It was easier than that first fight, she knew that what they did was a necessary evil, but it didn't make it feel any more right. She was tired of always being a source of pain to the people she cared about. Her parents died at her expense. Aegle and her had fought previously, not to mention the way their first encounter had ended. The same was true for Sol and Raven as well. In fact, the only one of her friends that she'd not knowingly hurt was probably Amber, but surely it wouldn't be too long before she did something to offend her as well.
She pushed those troublesome thoughts out of her mind, bristling a bit at Aegle's taunt.
"No, I'm just... I don't have the best upper body strength," she said gritting her teeth. Her power came from her legs, not her arms.
She moved in for one final assault, ready for this to finally be over. She gritted her teeth as she threw a set of half-jabs. Nothing too committal, each one gave her options for if she needed to avoid a retaliatory strike from Aegle. She was hyper-vigilant at this point. Watching for any twitch or slight movement from Aegle. If she were waiting for an attack to land, waiting to find the right strike to block, it would be here.
After a half kick that served to bring Lily within the proper distance for her true attack, she gritted her teeth.
She threw a punch right of Aegle's face. So fast that it created a small current of air as it sailed past Aegle's face.
She unclenched her hand as it soared beyond Aegle's shoulder. As she did so, in the excitement her claws came out. She pulled her hand forward before she'd realized her mistake, grabbing Aegle by the back of the head, her claws hooking into flesh as she pulled Aegle's cranium forward.
She let aura flow into her forehead, not a part of her she was used to infusing with aura, but nonetheless a potent tool for attacking.
She allowed her head to collide with Aegle's holding nothing back. "Zero," she said softly, stumbling back. She'd failed to defend her own head, and couldn't help but feel slightly dizzy after the headbutt. As she tried to pull her hand away from Aegle's skull, she realized she was anchored in. Her claws retracted in an instant, her fingertips were red with blood.
She went cold in that instant, how hadn't she noticed?
She knew that sometimes when she got overly excited or emotional, the claws would attempt to come out almost on their own, but she hadn't even registered them this time. She was crushed by the weight of the guilt she felt in that instant, having promised not to use her claws in the bout, and having drawn blood of a friend she considered to be close.
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Post by Aegle Vitus on Oct 27, 2016 11:05:57 GMT -6
If Aegle felt at all abashed about her snipe at Lily's expense, she didn't show it. And if Aegle didn't show something, it was a pretty safe bet there was nothing to show. She was angry at her friend. Furious even. For a girl where ninety percent of her world was on the surface, actions spoke to her far, far louder than words. A person could say just about anything, and Aegle would usually give them the benefit of the doubt, but she couldn't help but notice when their actions and words didn't equate. Lily was one such case. She kept telling Aegle how strong she thought Aegle was, how she wasn't underestimating her, and then she pulled punches, threatened to stop fighting, or asked Aegle to quit. At least, that was how it seemed to Aegle. But she would show her. She'd show them all. Aegle was done being treated like an invalid. She was done being treated like some pathetic cripple who couldn't take care of herself. Nobody knew better the limitations of Aegle Vitus, so who better to push those limits? That was what Lily didn't get. That was what none of them got. She knew what she was doing, she knew where to push and how hard to do it, because she spent every moment of every day figuring it out.
It would have been wrong to think that each one of these thoughts and fine impressions occurred to Aegle in the fractional instants in between Lily's attacks. The fact was that she barely thought at all whenever she fought, and the majority of her mental powers were bent towards keeping her own ingrained instincts leashed so that her friend could attack, unmolested. Yet Aegle was never without these thoughts and these fine impressions, for they served as some of her strongest motivations. They were, in part, the driving force behind her indomitable will and unparalleled determination. They were a the fire which her exceptional and personal hardship and built, as well as the bellows which tended that ever burning blaze. They were one of the cornerstones of who and what Aegle Vitus was.
What Aegle was actually consciously thinking as Lily came in for her final barrage, was that quite simply that this would be Lily's final barrage. That fact impressed itself at the forefront of her mind, ahead of all other considerations and concerns. For, while this whole contest had started as a way to humor Lily and maybe develop in an area where she was apparently lacking, Aegle never met any challenge with anything less than one hundred percent effort. Given all her shortcomings and evident weaknesses, she simply couldn't afford to tackle obstacles in any other way. And it was now, during her last chance to prove Lily wrong, that all the indolence and counter-intuitive inaction potentially paid off. She felt all the familiar urgings, all her cultivated responses and fine tuned reflexes, pluck at her as Lily threw her next punch, as they did when Lily followed up with kick. And each time she held back. Because it was no longer those acute instincts which she wanted to listen to, but something finer and more minute. Something which, up until this very match, hadn't even been there.
Another fake jab rushed towards Aegle's face and, in the briefest of instances, she realized it wasn't going to land. Well, realized might have been too strong a word. What Aegle realized was that her friend was throwing a punch, with every indication that it was aimed for her face. The impression which accompanied that realization was far more fine and minute. Yet, like a piece of grit in a slice of bread, it stood out to Aegle as something which didn't belong. Nearly as soon as she recognized the inconsistency, Lily's fist sailed harmlessly past her face, and then something happened which Aegle couldn't have wholly explained. Lily's claws sank suddenly into the back of her head as the slender feline yanked Aegle forward with the very hand she'd failed to connect a punch with. The sudden pain took Aegle by surprise, which was saying something given that few things ever surprised her in a fight. Even Lily's prior feints and fake punches had failed to actually surprise her. In order to be surprised, one's expectations needed to be subverted and, for that to happen, one needed to have expectations which could be subverted. Which was exactly why Aegle prepared for anything and expected nothing. Yet she had been surprised. Before she could even recover from that surprise, Lily's forehead came crashing down upon her own, and Aegle did exactly nothing to stop it.
The sudden, bony crack shook through Aegle like the tone of a bell. Her exceptional and unnatural constitution faltered for an instant as everything shook in the violence of that blunt connection. When reason returned, Aegle found herself staring through misty eyes at her friend's aghast features. A new, fresh hurt throbbed and seared at front and back of her head, and the faint trickle of blood was felt to be flowing down both her cheek and the nape of her neck. Lily had evidently pulled back, but the two still stood close enough to touch and, as Lily examined her bloody claws, Aegle, battered, bruised and bleeding, took account of her own body. She hadn't moved. She hadn't countered. She'd just stood and taken the hit. She'd lost. It took a moment for it to sink in but, when it did, the effect was profound. Wordlessly, Aegle dropped her hands and let her fists uncurl. The fire in her emerald eyes, half glazed with her own tears, abruptly sputtered out, and the full weight of her injuries seemed to settle upon her all at once. Confusion, bare and naked and raw, spread across her bloody face, followed shortly by profound disappointment. A mixture of emotions, too varied and voluminous to be parsed by so insensitive a girl, flooded into Aegle and set the world spinning about her. Closing her eyes, she grit her teeth and briefly gave in to the most easily identified of these emotions, that being anger and frustration. Both, rather than being directed at Lily, were directed at herself. Aegle turned away from her friend, pulled a fist as tightly as she could, and let that anger surmount absolutely every other emotion, till it was all she could feel. "You win." She said, defeated. Then she limped way from the arena, Lily, and the utter humiliation she'd suffered at the hands of both.
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Post by lilywilde on Oct 28, 2016 16:38:07 GMT -6
While Lily wasn't blind to Aegle's upset reaction to her victory, she was more focused on the red that was staining her claws. Normally after a fight had reached it's conclusion, she would retract her claws right away, without so much as a thought, but she stood there, her sweat running cold as Aegle proclaimed Lily's victory.
She was in her own world. A world of memory, and bloodshed.
Lily had not killed many in her life, yet she had killed some. Six to be exact. Three men who would have taken her life if given the chance, two who would have sold her into slavery, and one who did nothing to the girl whatsoever except startle her at an inopportune time. Each of those six times, she had stained her hands red. Only those six times. Now seven. She had been betrayed by her body, by her reflexes. She hadn't meant to draw blood for her seventh time, she hadn't meant for it to be Aegle.
After Aegle's back was turn she slumped to her knees. She was cold, colder than this early April day warranted. It had only been an instant, but Lily couldn't help but to think of all the other blows she'd inflicted upon Aegle in their short fight. Most of them would have been non-fatal, but not all of them would have been easy to treat.
Her thoughts wandered, the found themselves drifting to the man she'd killed accidentally. He had roused her from her sleep in the middle of the night, his hand over her mouth. Her claws found his throat before she'd ever had a chance to learn anything about him. His blood sprayed her like a fountain.
She would later tell herself that he'd avoided all of her alarms, and had woken her with evil intent. And while it was true that he had avoided her alarms and snuck into her camp, she had been able to find no weapon in the man's oversized duster coat.
Her mind briefly flitted to the Slavers and the Tribal leaders she'd murdered in cold blood as well, but the lonely young man in the over sized duster coat was always the one her mind kept returning to.
Aegle was different of course. She was still breathing, but when Lily looked down at her blood stained hands she couldn't help but wonder what could have been. She was alone in the dirt now. Aegle had left, the students who had gathered to watch them fight simply stared at her as if she were about to do something crazy. Perhaps she was, she had trouble telling what was sane sometimes. Years of solitude, of being pursued, and of having to do whatever it took in order to survive had taken their toll on her. She couldn't trust herself. She couldn't trust herself to actually adjust to society and become the same as everyone else. Oh sure, she might put on the right face. She might get pretty clothes and study all the proper subjects in school and make friends, but deep down she would always be that girl in the trees waiting for life to play her that one bad hand. Waiting to be snuffed out like the inconsequential girl she was. Alone, afraid, and struggling to her last breath.
These were the thoughts that played through her mind after the conclusion of the fight. When someone spend an incredible amount of time in solitude, they lose sight of what is and is not a proper reaction to any given stimulus. That Lily was generally so mild mannered was a miracle. She disappeared from the field of combat in a streak of white light.
She found herself atop the tallest building in Vytal without any real memory of trying to go there. She was scanning the throngs of students below looking for something, for someone. She noticed that her face felt weird, clammy, and sore. She had been crying, though she had stopped at some point. She was unsure at which point she'd begun her crying, but if she had to guess it was around the same time she started thinking about the boy in the duster coat. About how dangerous she could be without the proper restraint.
This was something that Lily would do from time to time. She hadn't been totally without her breakdowns since she'd begun studying at Vytal. From time to time, her demons would haunt her and she'd find herself unable to focus at the library, or unable to train effectively, or meditate clearly. Moods like this even her aura didn't help. In fact, they were likely brought on by an over use of her aura as a tool to make her feel better in a given situation without actually dealing with it and learning some lesson or another. She was a girl who was always hiding from her problems. Always running away from the things in life that she didn't want to deal with. These traits were embedded in her very soul. Why would her semblance manifest itself as a tool to flee if that weren't the case?
She continued to scan the throngs of students below, these thoughts taking Lily even further into the darker recesses of her mental landscape. She finally caught sight of what she hadn't realized she was looking for. A flash of orange distant, but visible among the duller shades of color that pocked the landscape. Another white flash, and she was there. Staring at the back of her friend who was just entering the training hall.
Even after such a fight, Aegle was still training immediately. Lily was once again awed by her friend.
The tears began flowing anew as she stared at the back of her head where five red marks left a lop sided pentagon in the back of her friend's skull.
She hadn't expected to speak at all, but she felt the words flowing anyway.
"I don't like to fight people y'know? I... It hurts, I don't like hurting the people who matter to me. I don't trust myself not to lose control." she paused, sniffling to keep her suddenly very runny nose under control. "The only person I'd ever trained against before you was my mom, and there was absolutely no way I was ever going to hurt her in a fight." she said rubbing some of the wetness from her eyes. "It hurts, so bad to have to throw punches at someone I care for. But I'm gonna keep doing it. Every day until you beat me, 'caus that was the deal right?" She said shaking visibly. "I-I am gonna keep on throwing the abuse your way. It'll hurt, and I'll hate every second of it, but I'll keep doing it so that we're both stronger. So just... please don't hate me alright? I don't want to hurt you, and make you bleed. I don't want to do that to any of my friends, but if it helps in any way, if it helps more than it hurts, then I have to. So just, don't hate me for it. Okay?"
She knew as she finished talking that her speech was too long winded for Aegle's tastes, but she didn't know how else to properly convey what she was feeling other than with a rambling rant. This was a better option than simply brooding in a treetop or atop a building. This might actually provide some small amount of closure.
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Post by Aegle Vitus on Nov 4, 2016 2:01:54 GMT -6
Aegle stopped short at the sound of Lily's voice, her bandaged hands still trembling from the extremity of her past exertions, but the orange haired girl did not turn to regard her friend. While it might have been no secret that Aegle possessed about as much guile in her whole body as any normal person did in a solitary strand of hair, she still possessed a most cursory sense of self-awareness. It was doubtlessly this minute awareness which kept her from facing Lily. "I don't like to fight people y'know?" The fleet-footed faunus began, and nearly immediately Aegle's hand curled into a fist. Which she was, by not even the broadest definition of the word, ever to be considered perceptive, Aegle could occasionally recognize a pattern. It was for this reason that, before Lily had even made evident her intentions, the orange haired boxer was braced for an oral eruption. "I... It hurts, I don't like hurting the people who matter to me." Lily continued, doing nothing to prove subvert Aegle's subconscious expectations. "I don't trust myself not to lose control." Neglecting to answer in anyway, other than the slow uncurling and recurling over her fist, Aegle quietly simmered as Lily's incongruous and unwelcome instruction milled around in her head. What was Lily doing, she thought impatiently, What was she talking about? Uncontested, the faunus in question evidently took Aegle's answering silence as an invitation to continue. "The only person I'd ever trained against before you was my mom, and there was absolutely no way I was ever going to hurt her in a fight." Again, Aegle flexed her hand and pulled a fist, this time one tight enough to pop the knuckles on all four fingers. She didn't comment but confusion, vague bewilderment and then irritation all rapidly flashed across her face. What was Lily trying to say, she asked herself in frustration as she felt her simmering anger begin to burn hotly in her chest. It took Aegle a moment to understand exactly why she was getting angry, but by then the point had been rendered moot. Of course she was getting angry; Lily was saying she didn't enjoy their fights. Further more, she was saying that the reason she didn't enjoy them was because Aegle couldn't defend herself. And though her anger had been stoked well before she reached that conscious conclusion, actually connecting the dots ignited Aegle's fury as few things truly could. "It hurts, so bad to have to throw punches at someone I care for, but I'm gonna keep doing it." Lily pledged, but by then her words were simply swallowed by the white noise thrown up by Aegle's crackling anger. "Every day until you beat me, 'cause that was the deal right?" the faunus girl continued, oblivious to the wall she was building between herself and her friend. "I-I am gonna keep on throwing the abuse your way. It'll hurt, and I'll hate every second of it, but I'll keep doing it so that we're both stronger." It rose higher and higher, "So just... please don't hate me alright?" brick by brick, "I don't want to hurt you," word by word, "and make you bleed." and all the while, "I don't want to do that to any of my friends," Aegle suffered its construction, "but if it helps in any way, if it helps more than it hurts, then I have to." for it was built from the very same thing as the livid anger which rooted her in place.
"So just, don't hate me for it. Okay?" Lily entreated finally, her tone soft and pleading. Aegle, for several long moments, answered only with silence and the slow, rhythmic crackling of her knuckles. She'd never been a sensitive girl, nor an empathic girl, nor particularly self-possessed nor introspective, so it was hard for her to find exactly how she felt and then put that feeling into words. Her emotions roiled inside of her, violent and unsettled, like a pot of boiling oil over a raging fire, and in search of any excuse to overflow and explode. Aegle would never consciously visit harm upon anyone for the sake over her own anger, lashing out in such a way simply wasn't in her nature, but she drew dangerously close to some senseless expression of violence in those quiet moments following Lily's plea. After all, she understood violence. She had trained it into every muscle in her body and conditioned her brain to let it happen. It would have been a far more immediately and efficacious expression of how she felt, far more direct and satisfying than any words she knew. Yet she would not willingly inflict it upon her friend outside of a sparring circle. Which was not to say she would not let Lily know just how angry she was. Finally, somewhere deep in the heated depths of Aegle's mind, words presented themselves to express, if not all then at least most of her feelings on the subject. Half turning, she locked Lily with a single scornful emerald eye, as her lips curled into a marked sneer so unlike any expression she'd previously shown the faunus girl. "S'all 'bout you, ain't it?" she asked, wielding her sarcasm as bold and bluntly as a sledge hammer, before she turned her back on Lily and marched savagely away from her. Even without her open face to betray her feelings, there was no mistaking from her body language and gait that, if Lily valued their friendship, she'd best not follow. In that moment, there were few people on Remnant whom Aegle would have more assiduously avoided.
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